Welcome 2010!

happy new yeaarrr! although it's 15 days away the day i post a happy new year entry. i got lots of new year resolution to be realized this year. here they are:

1. Menghafal 10 lagu piano.
2. Lebih fasih dalam bahasa Mandarin.
3. Mengimprove bahasa Inggris.
4. Menjadi aktivis lingkungan atau sosial.
5. Mengembangkan skill bersosialisasi.
6. Berlatih berbicara.
7. Akting class.
8. Kelas jurnalistik.

Socializing is quite a problem for me, you know. Sometimes I feel i'm cracky when I meet someone face to face or just talking on the phone. This is a weakness I shouldn't ignore. Reason is I want to make the best of my life, and trust me, you can't without good socializing skill!

I also want to take an acting class or join in a theatre. Frankly, I don't aim for leading role. I'm quite stuffed with supporting role. But you gotta dream big. If you just aim supporting role, you might end up not having a role at all. You know, the moon and cloud dream phylosophy:
"Never put up your hopes on a cloud, you might fell to the roof. Put them on a moon, the hardest you fell would be on cloud."
So yeah, I'm aiming for leading role. I gotta do my best here in acting. Thanks to SKIPI Jam 2010's workshop with Manahan Hutahuruk. You rock, sirrr! Tony Awards calibre acting! :) In fact, I expand my dream to: working at Indonesia's entertainment industry. Indonesia's entertainer do entertainment as their hobbies, their favourite things to do. Their entertainment career are for fun, not burdening or stressful like the way things are in Hollywood. So actually, living in Indonesia, you can do as many things as you like. :P

As for journalising. I'm interested because I love writing! I want to do that for fun. Like I write occasionally for a magazine or newspaper. Not a routine column and then turn writing to be my life. That's not the way I want.

Hey, I just realized:
We can do anything in Indonesia!

If we go to Hollywood, we have to be a real professional and real talented. And we have to make things we do our professions, our lives. But here in Indonesia, a little talent and occasional publicity are just enough. So I can be an accountant while I be a theatre actress, magazine journalist and stuffs. Yay!

I'm beginning to enjoy my life. Thanks for those around who give inspiration and for those tv shows!

LOVE YA LIFE!